Fading Back

As I step out of my cloud 
I realize all of the damage I have done now 
I don't know who I was 
I don't know who I am now either, but I'm getting 
Closer to where I want to be 
Closer to who I want to be

Fading back 
To the self I used to know and I pray 
That it's not too late to put it back right again
I don't know 
How I lost sight of the things I used to love 
But I know I'm fading back in slowly 

As I shake the cobwebs loose 
I realize all the things I put you through
I was lost inside myself 
I lost the things that I had guarded closely 
You never feel so blind 
As when you can't trust your own mind

Fading back  
To the self I used to know and I pray  
That it's not too late to put it back right again 
I don't know  
How I lost sight of the things I used to love  
But I know I'm fading back in slowly 
 

Fading back   
To the self I used to know and I pray   
That it's not too late to put it back right again  
I don't know   
How I lost sight of the things I used to love   
But I know I'm fading back in slowly

K. Fahy (Actual Species, ASCAP)